I know that tons of other blog posts have started off as: So I have this friend, but I really do actually have this friend, well I don't know so we'll just leave it as Neighbor for now...
Like most folks who live in Neighborhoods I have Neighbors, on both sides. The neighbors on my left are very to themselves & create a ruckus at times which isn't too fun but most of the time they are just to themselves. Now my neighbors to the right, I like(d) them; they are fun to hang out with, she wasn't raised in a box so we can actually have normal adult conversations. She actually has Facebook & texts, she offers to watch my son even though I don't need her to, just on the principle of being a good neighbor. I guess you could say that I like her, the hard part is that she still communicates with another neighbor who was raised in a box & can't seem to have 2 friends at once as we hung out everyday and now she can't seem to form a sentence to talk to me. It's just all wrong in so many ways & I don't like it.
I used to have a pretty bad relationship with a past friend & it took tons of work but I remember feeling the exact same way inside; just Sad. There wasn't anything I could do, although I wanted to change the way I felt then. Eventually it got better & we are back to the way our old friendship was but with this girl I could care less & I don't want to work on it with her. However, I do care about my Neighbor & I would like for her to see how much of a snake the other girl is & the way she treats me. I never speak on the other girl to the Neighbor because I like to take the high road but how much can I freaking take here?
I may post more later but right now I'm too close to the situation & I'm just tired of being sad, I just hope that I can get out of this & be in a much happier place soon.
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