I'm constantly remembering "old times" & as I look back I seem to remember the "bad times" as Good times & often some of the most enjoyable adventures.
In my apartment circa 2004, we were the broke-est we'd ever been & we really thought we struggled along. Making family dinners with our roommates was pretty much an ever night thing to save money & on the other nights we all pitched in to buy a pizza or dug up change to buy Jr. Bacons from Wendy's. It almost always seems like the more simpler things are, the easier, & more appreciative you are of them.
For entertainment during college friends & I would take my basketball over to the park to have fun or taking a trip over to Taco Bell for lunch with our piddly change. One of my awesome friends shared my love for watching movies on a rainy day & so a lot of the time we would go to each others' houses & hang out watching movies & napping.
As far as tastes go I've definitely noticed a huge difference in my wants, I used to enjoy simple things; i.e. nachos used to be: tostitos with cheese & now they consist of tons of veggies, meat, cheese, & sour cream! Desserts used to be jell-o & Reddi Whip & now I love pies & Cobblers.
Anywho that's my speal for this blog post, mainly just to talk about how times have changed.
How have times changed your life?
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
How did I get here & more importantly: how do I get out?
I know that tons of other blog posts have started off as: So I have this friend, but I really do actually have this friend, well I don't know so we'll just leave it as Neighbor for now...
Like most folks who live in Neighborhoods I have Neighbors, on both sides. The neighbors on my left are very to themselves & create a ruckus at times which isn't too fun but most of the time they are just to themselves. Now my neighbors to the right, I like(d) them; they are fun to hang out with, she wasn't raised in a box so we can actually have normal adult conversations. She actually has Facebook & texts, she offers to watch my son even though I don't need her to, just on the principle of being a good neighbor. I guess you could say that I like her, the hard part is that she still communicates with another neighbor who was raised in a box & can't seem to have 2 friends at once as we hung out everyday and now she can't seem to form a sentence to talk to me. It's just all wrong in so many ways & I don't like it.
I used to have a pretty bad relationship with a past friend & it took tons of work but I remember feeling the exact same way inside; just Sad. There wasn't anything I could do, although I wanted to change the way I felt then. Eventually it got better & we are back to the way our old friendship was but with this girl I could care less & I don't want to work on it with her. However, I do care about my Neighbor & I would like for her to see how much of a snake the other girl is & the way she treats me. I never speak on the other girl to the Neighbor because I like to take the high road but how much can I freaking take here?
I may post more later but right now I'm too close to the situation & I'm just tired of being sad, I just hope that I can get out of this & be in a much happier place soon.
Like most folks who live in Neighborhoods I have Neighbors, on both sides. The neighbors on my left are very to themselves & create a ruckus at times which isn't too fun but most of the time they are just to themselves. Now my neighbors to the right, I like(d) them; they are fun to hang out with, she wasn't raised in a box so we can actually have normal adult conversations. She actually has Facebook & texts, she offers to watch my son even though I don't need her to, just on the principle of being a good neighbor. I guess you could say that I like her, the hard part is that she still communicates with another neighbor who was raised in a box & can't seem to have 2 friends at once as we hung out everyday and now she can't seem to form a sentence to talk to me. It's just all wrong in so many ways & I don't like it.
I used to have a pretty bad relationship with a past friend & it took tons of work but I remember feeling the exact same way inside; just Sad. There wasn't anything I could do, although I wanted to change the way I felt then. Eventually it got better & we are back to the way our old friendship was but with this girl I could care less & I don't want to work on it with her. However, I do care about my Neighbor & I would like for her to see how much of a snake the other girl is & the way she treats me. I never speak on the other girl to the Neighbor because I like to take the high road but how much can I freaking take here?
I may post more later but right now I'm too close to the situation & I'm just tired of being sad, I just hope that I can get out of this & be in a much happier place soon.
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